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I suffer from insomnia.� Lately, iapos;ve been staying up all night and getting sleep during the day.� This is not good, so yesterday i was up for 25 hours straight so i could go to bed at 9pm last night to sleep.

Master and i talked about our relationship and where we are headed. We talked about getting back on track.� It had been far too long since we had done anything to concretely show our Master/slave relationship.� Since talking a few days ago on the change within and my having surrendered to Him - the difference between a submissive and a slave - He has started to issue more demands.� i also have my first punishment in a while lined up, a task i was asked to complete and did not will be done today, but there is a punishment already written down for this and that makes me feel good.�

Master is a big apos;Story of Oapos; fan and has wanted a slave to be as O in her mind, but also to be marked and pierced as O was.� i had told Him i would love to have the O piercing (labia) and that its up to Him how it should look and feel.� He already knew it was up to Him, i was just conveying the idea that i also knew and was surrendering this to Him.

Last night during the conversation, i explained this further.� If the choice was up to me, i would have the piercing the same as the one O had in the book, not the various movies.� If youapos;ve read the book, then you know it was big.� It was not pretty. It was bulky and big, coming down about 2/3s of her thigh.� Chunky and clanked against surfaces.� O knew she was owned with that.� This is what i want, to know i am owned by Master and everyone who ever sees it will know as well.� There will be no mistaking our relationship.� No submissive would ever allow herself to be tagged this way - but then iapos;m not a submissive.� Of course, it will have a small screw in it, so it can be taken out with an allen key when needed.� But i wonapos;t have access to that key.

He is also getting me the O slave ring from the movie.� He would have gotten the one from the book, but we both prefer the movie one more.�

i told Him about the various sites iapos;ve been visiting. That when i read about Men being naturally superior and a womanapos;s place is always in the home or on her knees to her Master, i get an excitement growing wihtin me.� It makes me incredibly horny, but more than that.� This is a deeper excitement i feel, not just clitoral arousal.� He seemed to get turned on by the idea that i was turned on by the thought of being inferior.� This is good news.� There is hope He will come to view me that way naturally.� Then there will be nothing stopping Him from literally doing with me what He wants.
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